I would never get my emotion rule over my neurons again. I should have not trusted my emotions. The emotion has put me down the quagmire of unescapable regret. And now, my brain cells are the one which help me overcome the impact of that trauma. Thanks for the realization that it is always better to trust the brain. That emotion is just one of the myriad irrationalities of human species.
I should have not expected too much from him. I should have not trusted the father-like image he has offered to us. He said that he regrets having us as his students, more do I regret having him as our teacher.
I regret. I regret for hoping that those memories could still be saved. I regret for giving importance to the past when we still had those loud laughters in that room. I regret that despite the bitterness around me, I remained optimistic that he can’t hurt us.
I regret for showing too much kindness. I regret for being stupid.
Nothing could be changed. The tension would always be there until the end of the semester. It would be his happiness to destroy us. It would be his happiness to know that we did not pass the board exam. He has became insane.
Letting him demoralize us, allowing him break the unity of the class, permitting him destroy our future – its IRRATIONALITY.
Something should be done. Someone should move.
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