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GREEN LOVE

December 11, 2009

      

            I’m at home at last.

 

            It has been more than a semester that I tried living in the urban AGAIN. The result of the experience is just but the same. The buildings really serve as my stressors while noisy vehicles exhaust me. It’s like being trapped in the urban is being deployed in hell. It’s like being placed inside a pressure cooker. I feel unease. I guess I really have a problem with proxemics. I do admit I’m paranoid and claustrophobic. And, the populated urban doesn’t really suits me.

 

            Now, I’m with my home, my room, my bed, my study table, my piles of books well arranged, my chair, my freedom. Come on! (Deep Breath)

 

            I don’t have to stare at the busy stressful streets anymore. I don’t have to take the carbon monoxide either. My stay in the urban had probably caused the necrosis of 10% of my neurons due to hypoxia related to metabolic acidosis secondary to uncompensated respiratory acidosis. 10% is enough.

 

            Now, I wake up in the morning already with full blast source of oxygen. That’s why I love green. Plants are my favorite creatures on earth. Without them, human life is impossible. Also, I don’t have to play Farmtown of Farmville anymore just to get in touch with the sound of nature like hearing goats’ and cows’ “voices”. There are a lot of them in our place.

 

            Getting away from home is like getting away from self. And searching self is like searching the way back home.

 

            I’ve realized so many things while I was away.
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